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This Monster of Mine

by Felixe Forde Shalini Abeysekara

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Four years after surviving a brutal, unsolved attack, Sarai returns to the city seeking justice. As a Petitor, a prosecutor gifted with the magical ability to detect lies, she is assigned to work alongside Tetrarch Kadra. He is the most powerful and sadistic of the city’s four rulers, and to Sarai’s horror, he is also the prime suspect in a series of murders that mirror her own traumatic past. Driven by a need for vengeance, Sarai begins a dangerous double life: by day, she serves as Kadra’s partner in the courtroom, and by night, she gathers evidence to destroy him. However, the closer she gets to the truth, the more she finds herself drawn to the man she is sworn to dismantle. Kadra is chillingly lethal yet undeniably magnetic, and his fierce crusade against the city’s systemic corruption challenges everything Sarai believes about morality. This high-stakes, Ancient Rome-inspired romantasy features a tense enemies-to-lovers dynamic and a gripping slow-burn romance. As political intrigue threatens to consume them both, Sarai faces an impossible choice. She must decide if she can trust her heart to the very person whose voice haunts her darkest memories, or if she is falling for the monster who tried to kill her.

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4 4.4 out of 5 stars](javascript:void(0))(690) Book 1 of 2: This Monster of Mine Sorry, there was a problem loading this page. Try again. See all formats and editions AN INSTANT 1 SUNDAY TIMES BESTSELLER She knows the taste of death. He’ll stoke her hunger for it. Sarai doesn’t know why someone tried to kill her four years ago, but she does know that her case was closed without justice. Hellbent on vengeance, she returns to the scene of the crime as a Petitor, a prosecutor who can magically detect lies, and is assigned to work with Tetrarch Kadra. Ice-cold and perennially sadistic, Kadra is the most vicious of the four judges who rule the land—and the prime suspect in a string of deaths identical to Sarai’s attempted murder. Certain of his guilt, Sarai begins a double life: solving cases with Kadra by day and plotting his ruin by night. But Kadra is charming and there’s something alluring about the wrath he wields against the city’s corruption. So when the evidence she finds embroils her in a deadly political battle, Sarai must also fight against her attraction to Kadra—because despite his growing hold on her heart, his voice matches the only memory she has of her assailant… A dazzling Ancient Rome-inspired romantasy debut, This Monster of Mine is a bloodbath of manipulation, deception, and forbidden love. ) Previous slide of product details 1. Book 1 of 2 This Monster of Mine 2. Listening Length 16 hours and 8 minutes 3. Author Shalini Abeysekara 4. Narrator Felixe Forde 5. Publication date September 23, 2025 6. Language English 7. Publisher Union Square & Company 8. ASIN B0FPP1TDK2 9. Version Unabridged 10. Program Type Audiobook Next slide of product details See all details Report an issue with this product or seller](https://www.amazon.com/Audible-This-Monster-of-Mine/dp/B0FPP1TDK2/ref=sr1240?dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.v5p5NU43PlrcH67lWzqBWJqhmmL359jcFC2bEekR6EjiM9JDHzFjCf1HtAJgZFDGrKiysaUO580HXEdt15cSCcdndTUTfIdTvnwjWLBFgRUoaGZqAuab3zsPtWI35e9FOwYrK6rqFl5oF7JvDcVTK71u3BmIV5QR7ogssP1ytXHcG1G2htxA9HQ73il4lkr8MQfFpSPhNTBPRI2Gx16mtp90T7eypiglQT3EAA0Y.BUHC0TERpNkuo3SPI4qsY5QGhxQSBuyK2eVqrKFKWP8&dibtag=se&qid=1780245779&s=books&xpid=BtZXy3REumMg) !Image 36: A 38x35 small image, likely a logo, icon or avatar Read & Listen Switch back and forth between reading the Kindle book and listening to Audible audiobook. Add the audiobookfor a reduced price of $23.39 after you get the Kindle book as part of your Kindle Unlimited subscription. ](https://www.amazon.com/hz/audible/mlp?actionCode=AMZOR3890414266326&ref=adblpdpbhve26eft) People who viewed this also viewed 1 of 43 Previous page 1. ](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FV971KJ1/ref=adblp13nvvxx0im?encoding=UTF8&plink=UbHvWHOzcBhma6FS&pdrdw=gF9PN&content-id=amzn1.sym.6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdp=6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdr=D474XRPW6P0YEQX3FT83&pdrdwg=T62pY&pdrdr=5c388a58-e3aa-453c-ba4c-8a3d7f71b36e) Wish: The Onyx Mist Series, Book 1 Wish: The Onyx Mist Series, Book 1 Sara Flanagan 2,253 Audible Audiobook $0.00 Free with Audible trial$26.38 2. ](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CB98K47N/ref=adblp13nvvxx1im?encoding=UTF8&plink=UbHvWHOzcBhma6FS&pdrdw=gF9PN&content-id=amzn1.sym.6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdp=6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdr=D474XRPW6P0YEQX3FT83&pdrdwg=T62pY&pdrdr=5c388a58-e3aa-453c-ba4c-8a3d7f71b36e) A Dark and Drowning Tide: A Novel A Dark and Drowning Tide: A Novel Allison Saft 739 Audible Audiobook $0.00 Free with Audible trial$20.25 3. ](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0F8PKBVWK/ref=adblp13nvvxx2im?encoding=UTF8&plink=UbHvWHOzcBhma6FS&pdrdw=gF9PN&content-id=amzn1.sym.6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdp=6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdr=D474XRPW6P0YEQX3FT83&pdrdwg=T62pY&pdrdr=5c388a58-e3aa-453c-ba4c-8a3d7f71b36e) House of Rayne House of Rayne Harley LaRoux 1,357 Audible Audiobook $0.00 Free with Audible trial$22.51 4. ](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DWH53SX8/ref=adblp13nvvxx3im?encoding=UTF8&plink=UbHvWHOzcBhma6FS&pdrdw=gF9PN&content-id=amzn1.sym.6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdp=6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdr=D474XRPW6P0YEQX3FT83&pdrdwg=T62pY&pdrdr=5c388a58-e3aa-453c-ba4c-8a3d7f71b36e) The Most Unusual Haunting of Edgar Lovejoy The Most Unusual Haunting of Edgar Lovejoy Roan Parrish 142 Audible Audiobook $0.00 Free with Audible trial$18.00 5. ](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FL87QXMS/ref=adblp13nvvxx4im?encoding=UTF8&plink=UbHvWHOzcBhma6FS&pdrdw=gF9PN&content-id=amzn1.sym.6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdp=6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b-b592e2848f41&pfrdr=D474XRPW6P0YEQX3FT83&pdrdwg=T62pY&pdrdr=5c388a58-e3aa-453c-ba4c-8a3d7f71b36e) Hungerstone Hungerstone Kat Dunn 2,425 Audible Audiobook $0.00 Free with Audible trial$19.80 6. ](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DJHF1Z3P/ref=adblp13nvvxx5im?encoding=UTF8&plink=UbHvWHOzcBhma6FS&pdrdw=gF9PN&content-id=amzn1.sym.6bfb9196-cd42-4b32-982b

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